Bittersweet Life...

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i dunno wat im goin thru. i've been pretty pissed and angry over every tiny weeny things. i screwed when i gave my condolences to my fren, which i truly regret tt dumb mistake. i think i made someone angry over the phone. sorry for tt. i have been ignoring my fren.

i juz woke up.. with a huge headache due to excessive tossing and turning in bed last nite. couldnt sleep. i had really wanted to call someone. but, nah... i told myself to go to sleep. but.. nooo.. still cant... i also woke up to a sms which says cancellation of plans. plans tt should run todae. haiz.

and then, there's a possibilty tt i cant go anugerah finals, coz not enuf tix. how come other ppl get the tix and i dun? sheesh. irritatingness. double-triple-irritatingness.

i think it has sth to do with my rebonding of hair. it think it's a bad omen. hey, u never noe..

thanks to jian boon a.k.a vice president of SPNPCC for givin me a call at 2157 to tell abt a meeting tt would be held todae. asshole. which idiot will tell it's fellow committee members abt a meetin kinda late at night. stoopid... and shang ming juz called me also. like a few min ago. tt one better... todae meetin, todae he call. and when i said i cant make it, they asked y. like duhhhh, i got plans ppl. i got social life. or if u guys still dun get, i have a life. a miserable one at tt.

as u can see, im ticked of easily. i dunno y. i dunno if im complaining. i dunno if i like it. i dun feel like goin out, but if i dun, ill go insane. literally. i felt like crying myself to sleep... but i cant. i wanted to call somoone but i dunno who. i felt like screamin, but it was too late in the night. i felt like killing myself.... nooooo way ill do tt. hahha... im still sane to a certain pt.

oh watever.

im goin to enjoy myself in the company of sweet feli and darlin victor.... i cant wait to meet these ppl. i misss u two...

when i got tt sms in the morn, damn, my mood was real down. haizz... didnt feel like goin out with feli and vic... but then again, if i dont, ill probably go crazy. and most imptly coz i janji-ed them already.... so yeah, im goin.

so chiaoss... gonna shower.

sssri-lyn:hee.. thanks! and yupzz... im alrite with the arrangemt.. hahah...
elfi: thakiesss... =)
yunique: thanks... and yes. u're very sweet and pretty too, princess farhan. *winks*

Smashed into pieces at 9/28/2005 08:55:00 AM